Hey, it’s my first original Vocaloid song + PV! English captions available and headphones recommended. This is kind of a personal song about being a worthless artist, despite trying your best… I’ve spent the last few months working on it, so I hope you like it, even a little!
Music/art/movie by driftwoodwolf
Lyrics by driftwoodwolf + marimo
ft. Fukase V4
▼ driftwoodwolf
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▼ marimo
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Download: https://soundcloud.com/driftwoodwolf/lukewarm-existence
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1So4d-X_H4Tsm_sUL8O0CLMW3tOxuNYMt/view?usp=sharing
VSQX: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MC7cPkRClBMEfKumuE9RrF37NTYX7MmQ/view?usp=sharing
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– Japanese lyrics –
グレーの毎日、名無しの僕
そんなに明るいわけがない
でもなぜか遠くの明かりが綺麗なんだ
同じ日々を繰り返して
同じタブ何度も切り替えて
食ってるのは愛のかけらだ
夢に見るごちそう
この空腹はよくないのだろう
でも味にはまってしまったよ、中毒
心を取り出しても
無視ばかり、誰も観もしない
何も残らない
手から消える
意味もない
どこで道を間違えたか
どこへ走っても変わらない風景
でも続けないとダメだよな
捨てられるのが怖いから
何をしても努力が足りない
どうしたらいいのか分からない、教えて
心を取り出しても
無視ばかり、誰も観もしない
何も残らない
手から消える
心を取り出しても
無言ばかり、なんで認めない
くすんだモノクロに
溶けてしまう
意味もない
実はさ、分かってるよ
僕天才じゃなくて、頑張っているけど
それでも、探してるよ
少しでも下さい、大丈夫だって証拠を
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– English lyrics –
the grey everyday, the nameless me
there’s no way I could shine like that
but for some reason the light in the distance is so beautiful
repeating day after day
switching between the same tabs over and over
I’m feeding on scraps of love
dreaming of a feast
this hunger is bad it seems
but I’m hooked on the taste, addicted
even if I take out my heart
all I get is disregard, no one even sees
nothing remains
it disappears from my hands
it’s meaningless
where did I lose my way?
no matter where I run to the scenery doesn’t change
but I have to keep going
because I’m scared of being thrown away
no matter what I do my efforts aren’t enough
I don’t know what I should do, tell me
even if I take out my heart
all I get is disregard, no one even sees
nothing remains
it disappears from my hands
even if I take out my heart
all I get is silence, why won’t they acknowledge me?
into the dull monochrome
I’ll end up dissolving
it’s meaningless
the truth is, I know
I’m not a genius, though I’m trying my best
even so, I’m searching
even if it’s a little, please give me proof that I’m doing okay
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